blu-ion

yes.....

I am very sorry.

But I have moved. Again. -.-

I just wanted to start anew.. soooo... here's my new account!   

new.livestream.com/accounts/72…

watch meeeee! i'll be drawing a demon hunter .-.

The Rules:

1. You must post the rules.
2. Each person must post things about themselves in their journal
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal ((Or as many as you can, if you don't have 11 to tag.))
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged them ((Or note them.))
6. No tag backs
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you're tagged if you're reading this". You legitimately have to tag 11 people. I DON"T GIVE A DAMN TODAY I AM NOT TAGGING ANYONE YOU MAY ANSWER MY QUESTIONS IN THE COMMENTS IF  YOU LIKE
Added Rules ((Because we want to. XD))
8. You may either answer these questions in your own Journal or you may just answer these questions in a comment on this Journal.
9. If you've been tagged to do something like this before, you're not required to do it again.

And now for :i :'s questions:

1. What do you live for?  Hmm... Hard question to answer because I wasn't really living for anything up until a few months ago.  I guess my parents and friends...? I know they'd be sad if I died. xD

2. What's your favourite game/book? ((Hopefully everyone we tag either plays video games or reads... XD;;; )) I'll answer both :3 My favorite book is the Windup Bird Chronicle by Haruki Murakami and my favorite game is Pokemon Soul Silver.. xD

3. Do you know any foreign languages? None

4. If so, what's your favourite thing to say?  My favorite thing to say is, "mmhhhrrrrr" and that is in my own language :3

5. Is there something weird about you that you'd like to share? Uhm... I have a bird that likes to eat my nose. :3 and i'm known in my household for saying non sequiturs.

6. What's your favourite quote? ((If you have one))  "God these FUCKING LIPS"

7. What makes you angry?  When people judge other people based off of things that they can't control like race, skin color, sexual orientation, mental state (like learning disabilities or mental disorders)

8. Cats or Wolves? Cats. >.>

9. Do you prefer drawing on paper or digitally? Digitally... i can use the transform tool... ;A;

10. Do you like Pocky~? Yuss.

11. If so, what's your favourite flavor? Chocolaaaaate



Here are my questions (I'M NOT TAGGING ANYONE, YOU CAN CHOOSE TO ANSWER MY QUESTIONS IF YOU LIKE IN THE COMMENTS, BUT I DON'T WANNA BOTHER PEOPLE XD)

1. What's your favorite subject in school?

2. What kind of person are you? (interpret as you like :b)

3. What's your favorite kind of cookie?

4. How long does it take for you to get ready in the morning?

5. Do you love someone?

6. Do you have pets and do they do anything interesting?

7. What kind of clothing styles do you like?

8. What's your favorite band?

9. Favorite memory?

10. Why do you create art?

11. How long have you been creating art?

The Rules:

1. You must post the rules.
2. Each person must post things about themselves in their journal
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal ((Or as many as you can, if you don't have 11 to tag.))
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged them ((Or note them.))
6. No tag backs
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you're tagged if you're reading this". You legitimately have to tag 11 people. I DON"T GIVE A DAMN TODAY I AM NOT TAGGING ANYONE YOU MAY ANSWER MY QUESTIONS IN THE COMMENTS IF  YOU LIKE
Added Rules ((Because we want to. XD))
8. You may either answer these questions in your own Journal or you may just answer these questions in a comment on this Journal.
9. If you've been tagged to do something like this before, you're not required to do it again.

And now for :i :'s questions:

1. What do you live for?  Hmm... Hard question to answer because I wasn't really living for anything up until a few months ago.  I guess my parents and friends...? I know they'd be sad if I died. xD

2. What's your favourite game/book? ((Hopefully everyone we tag either plays video games or reads... XD;;; )) I'll answer both :3 My favorite book is the Windup Bird Chronicle by Haruki Murakami and my favorite game is Pokemon Soul Silver.. xD

3. Do you know any foreign languages? None

4. If so, what's your favourite thing to say?  My favorite thing to say is, "mmhhhrrrrr" and that is in my own language :3

5. Is there something weird about you that you'd like to share? Uhm... I have a bird that likes to eat my nose. :3 and i'm known in my household for saying non sequiturs.

6. What's your favourite quote? ((If you have one))  "God these FUCKING LIPS"

7. What makes you angry?  When people judge other people based off of things that they can't control like race, skin color, sexual orientation, mental state (like learning disabilities or mental disorders)

8. Cats or Wolves? Cats. >.>

9. Do you prefer drawing on paper or digitally? Digitally... i can use the transform tool... ;A;

10. Do you like Pocky~? Yuss.

11. If so, what's your favourite flavor? Chocolaaaaate



Here are my questions (I'M NOT TAGGING ANYONE, YOU CAN CHOOSE TO ANSWER MY QUESTIONS IF YOU LIKE IN THE COMMENTS, BUT I DON'T WANNA BOTHER PEOPLE XD)

1. What's your favorite subject in school?

2. What kind of person are you? (interpret as you like :b)

3. What's your favorite kind of cookie?

4. How long does it take for you to get ready in the morning?

5. Do you love someone?

6. Do you have pets and do they do anything interesting?

7. What kind of clothing styles do you like?

8. What's your favorite band?

9. Favorite memory?

10. Why do you create art?

11. How long have you been creating art?

I feel like writing a journal!

This is of no particular importance, but I feel like talking. How do you stay motivated to do well in school? if you do at all

     I mean, other than the thought of working for some random dry cleaning service for the rest of my life, nothing really motivates me. i know that should be reason enough, but for some reason, i'm still so tired and depressed  I guess everyone has the capacity to do well, I just need to find something that I like about school. I love learning, I really do. I've just been way too depressed lately to even function. What scares me greatly is the idea of college, a place where my mental and emotional state doesn't really matter at all and all that matters is the quality of the work I put out. >_>

     I'm a little scared, to be honest. I haven't really handled school well in the past (definitely not this year, because of being sick way too often, lack of direction, just overall shitiness on my part) so I'm reaaaallllyyyyyyy trying to pull my shit together before it all falls apart. Now I have to admit that even though people who blame ALL of their problems on their disorders really irk me, that this is something that I can't deny any more.  Disorders are real, yes, and I still refuse to use mine as a crutch to get things the way I want, but I'll have to acknowledge it one way or another. I want to fix myself nooowwwwww.  Lol and this is about the extent of any sort of feelings I've ever really shared on deviantart apart from the occasional meaningful deviation.  

     To be honest, when I look at people like my dad, I feel bad for not being more motivated. He's doing really well in life now but he got there through hard work. HOwever, lately, something clicked in me, and I now want to do well and work hard in life, I'm just not sure how to go about doing that. I asked my mom and her reply was, "approach it with a mercenary-like attitude with no personal feelings attached" but that's just not possible for me.  Ugh, I have no idea where I'm going with this, I just needed to put this out there somewhere, and maybe someone will read it, lol. That's enough of my first world problems for today.

ANYWAY, if you are still reading at this point, then I'd like to give you a cookie. :3

I have a little poll (although I'm not putting up an official poll because, well it's honestly not that important)  Are you interested in seeing traditional art from me? I'm returning to my old school next year and that's probably going to be the majority of what I produce.  of course I'll always have time for digital art

Anywhooooo.... if you read this far, thanks for reading my long sort of rant thingy.